2 Children 2 Blind 2 See

i thought that "no" was bad, then i realized that "no" means i am not:

25;
120 lbs.;
5'7";
sleazy (his word, not mine);
passive-aggressive (enough);
emotionally stunted;
geographically unavailable/undesirable;
completely unstable;
in need of rescue.

from here, "no" looks pretty damn good.

The Words That I Keep Writing

i put him on a plane this morning. Christmas, his birthday and the start of the new year will pass between now and then. i need the breathing room.

i don't really know y we have 2 go
our separate ways
whether or not we grow
after the seeds r sown
only time can say...

but like a bird i'll keep on singing
a song that never leaves your mind
if nothing else u've taught me one thing
never cast ur pearls b4 the swine

Music Can Be Such a Revelation

And it does make the people come together. Or say the things I'm afraid to say on my own. Especially classic Madonna. Right now (once again), she's speaking for me. Open Your Heart, Like a Virgin, True Blue, Into the Groove.

You know. Right? I mean, reallllly?