Thursday, December 20, 2007

Eyes Never Lie

"I never said that!"
u protested.
but that's because
u think
words are only spoken
through lips.

2 Children 2 Blind 2 See

i thought that "no" was bad, then i realized that "no" means i am not:

25;
120 lbs.;
5'7";
sleazy (his word, not mine);
passive-aggressive (enough);
emotionally stunted;
geographically unavailable/undesirable;
completely unstable;
in need of rescue.

from here, "no" looks pretty damn good.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Another Lonely Christmas

really feeling Stevie right now...

There's a plane, it's headed for London
Twenty-four hours more and he'll be on it
And I can't show my love, and I can't stop it
Ooh, I can't stop it

There's a house there, somebody's waiting
Somebody else's arms will wrap around him
And in that moment what will he think then...
When I can't touch him

Maybe my love could fly over the ocean
Maybe my heart should try to leave him alone
All that I really know is that he's goin'
Too far from Texas
Too close to home

Does he know how long
I've waited for this love to come
Does he know I'm holdin' on
And that won't change no matter where he's gone

Monday, December 17, 2007

The Words That I Keep Writing

i put him on a plane this morning. Christmas, his birthday and the start of the new year will pass between now and then. i need the breathing room.

i don't really know y we have 2 go
our separate ways
whether or not we grow
after the seeds r sown
only time can say...

but like a bird i'll keep on singing
a song that never leaves your mind
if nothing else u've taught me one thing
never cast ur pearls b4 the swine

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Unless it Should Rain Strawberry Lemonade

i'm getting sound sleep for the first time in, well, ever, thanks to Dr. Feelgood. and in getting into a routine, i've decided to start using an alarm clock, which i haven't done since high school. yesterday, i had it set to buzzer. this morning, i was already half awake when 6:45 came around. the alarm made a weird clicking noise, then i heard the familiar starting spin of a cd. (you kids remember cds, right? they're what we used to listen to before mp3s.) and then, i heard the heralding trumpets that open "Christopher Tracy's Parade." in all the years since 1986, i don't think i ever noticed what a great wake up song that is.

so the story ends with me laying in bed for the duration of the "Parade" album, drifting in and out of sleep, thinking that Prince should spend his time worrying about re-mastering his records, not suing fans. and then he should call Pete Wentz and get some tips on marketing, mentoring and breaking new bands, and how to treat the people who love you, even when you act like the spoiled child u r.

Monday, October 8, 2007

2008 concerts

  • Metro Station The Wiltern 7/19
  • George Michael The Forum 6/25
  • Panic at the Disco Anaheim 6/14
  • Panic at the Disco L.V. 6/13
  • Heloise & the Savior Faire 6/8
  • Mandy Moore Hotel Cafe L.A. 5/23
  • Panic at the Disco S.F. 4/11
  • Panic at the Disco S.F. 4/10
  • Panic at the Disco Jimmy Kimmel 3/25
  • Really, Really Ridiculously Good Looking Tour L.V. 2/17
  • Really, Really Ridiculously Good Looking Tour L.A. 2/16
  • Rufus Wainwright L.A. 2/12